Ronny’s Thoughts

Well to day was my first day at college and I have to say its everything I expected and a bit of what I dint. For the most part it was a college so there where so many hot girls. I mean left, rite, back, front, and I swear to you they where up and down as well. Another thing that I noticed was the massive population of Asian people. I am not being racist or anything. It just that at this school it is not what I expected. I am also not saying its a bad thing because those Asians are fucking smart and I can use a bit of help in my math. Yes thats rite as much as a like math i still suck at it. Dam those calculators, they have fucked me up.

Well any way to day I had math and Cultural Anthropology. Math was very straight forward. It has a list of problems to do in the book for the entire book. Thats basically the course. Then there are the unit quizzes and a final. Thats it no bull shit math projects, no last minute changes, no inconsistencies. This is what I fucking expected. Straight to the fucking point. Best part is that the teacher has been at this for like 30 years so she basically seen it all and for the most part cool. But a bit strict. Eh you cant have everything.

Well after the class ended I had like 2 hours befor my next class. So I did some out of class work (homework) and then i when to the book store and bought some lead for my mechanical pencil. That took 45 fucking minutes minutes, 45. Why? Well because there are still people that think its fucking ok to get your books at the last fucking minute. All day the line for the dam place was fucking long and slow. I got my books 2 weeks ago and i dint even have to weight. it was like “Hay I came to pick up some books” the girl at the counter (cute by the way) was like “oh, did u order on line?) I was like “Yes I did”. She gives me the hand gesture to follow her and I do. So we in the back now (no dirty thoughts) and she looks at a giant stack of boxes from Barns and Noble, and pulls out the box with my name. Tells me the return policy and thats it. Done.

Well anyway back to the school day. Cultural anthropology was basically one of those classes where the teacher is all extra peppy. But she cool as well. The thing is that this is the class that I know that I am not going to like very much because it has the volunteer thing attached to it. I am not saying that I dont want to, ok I guess I am. The point that this class wont be as ez as I would like it to be. The good thing is that I got to know this cute Vietnamese girl.

Well anyway that was my last class. I spent some time after that with that girl and then went home because I was going to get my lap top so I can go fix a computer for some one but then on the way home I get the message not to come and I am like fuck man. It bothered me a bit because I was in a rush to get home so I can get my stuff and then nothing. But it really piss me off because I could have stayed at school and hung out with that chick some more. I was thinking off going back to school (dam that sounds pathetic). well what ever that was the day. I got home and did some chores and shit, then fell asleep till like 7 or something ate and then I got a call from a friend reminding me that we was going to a party and I was like “holy shit its time”.

I went to the party and brought some of my party stuff. Meaning Black lights and strobe lights. Me and Lain set the black lites up and then did the strobe (it ended up getting moved). The party really got started when the highlighters came out. People where drawing on people and on things. Then some one found out that laundry detergent was also UV reactive and well from there the stuff got to the walls. and thats how the party went. I left early because i have school but it was still fun. There is another one next tuesday so yea it should be fun when the owner of the apartment comes home. LOL

If there is one thing I can stand it is when people complain about how hot it is outside.

I understand that its hot at 93 degrees fahrenheit. I don’t mined those temperatures at all. I love and live for those temperatures, and I do hate the hell out of the cold. But I can say that I don’t go on a buss full of people and do some crappy roll playing and enact a dieing scene.

For the love of god (I use god as a figure of speech) the bus has fucking air conditioning, it’s been winter for the largest part of the year. Summer is only some 2 and a half to 3 months. Shut the fuck up and fucking enjoy it. Go to the beach. Hang with friends. Also if you have them, show off your curves by dressing really skimpy.

School was the most honorific scene ever. It was as hot inside as it was out. I dint mined. But everyone else was fucking bitching like it was the Sahara desert. In class the students just hissed and moaned about the heat.

I admit they dint look like they wanted to work. But the teacher keeps on pressing the fucking issue. Its like fuck dude just fucking start the dam class. Hes bitching about the fact that they are bitching, but they are only bitching because hes bitching.

Hes all bitching that no one wants to do the work yet he hasn’t even changed the fucking slide in the power point presentation. He gives some bullshit about the fact that there is one student missing and I am like who the fuck cares your the one that suggested that she go and get water because she look like she was going to pass out. He finally just asked a rhetorical question of who don’t want to do the class. I raised my had and hes like “get the fuck out” (i dont think he say fuck but he might as well have) and I did because I was tired of listening to his bitchery and the bitchery of the students.

Then he finished it off by telling me to not bother coming to class for the rest of the week.

I left the room and wandered around the school for a few minutes looking for some one to open a door so that I can put my laptop away and then I left.

Ok so this is more of a venting sort of post. But hay thats what this blog is for. Ok on to the point “I FUCKING HATE THE SCHOOL I GO TO”. I apologies to no one that reads this and is one of my teacher or fellow class mate. The fact is that this school is built on a social infrastructure. What do I mean by this? Well simple. The school is nothing more than a bunch of friends getting together to work on a project. Kind of like the people that created 4chan (if u don’t know what it is look it up). The difference is that the people that are on this project are much more closely connected. Yea sure its a professional level but not to the level of professionalism that is needed to run a school and maintain it.

Ok i know what your thinking, “What the fuck is he talking about”. Well the thing is that at my school the level of expectation that the people have, is just way way way way to fucking high considering the level of disorganization mixed in with the shear number of students that just don’t give a shit, and the low number of students that actually do.

Sow how can something like this be done? Simply. All you have to do is exploit the fact that it is new human nature that the need or want to make friends or social connections in order to get by in life or to just not feel alone, This exploit is well known as “Social Networking“. Wikipedia has an awesome article on it. I suggest that you read enough of the article that you understand what it is. Otherwise you wont get much of what I am ranting about. This exploit is used in anything from getting free beer at a bar to becoming president of the U.S. Thats rite i think that the only reason why the U.S. has the president that it has is because of the ability to make friends in all the rite places.

There are many many books around on how social networking works and how it is used. There are also just as many if not more on how it exploit it. One book titled “The art of deception” written by Kevin Mitnick explains how he was able to get peoples passwords using social engineering witch to me is like down and dirty social networking. You can argue with me on this one.

Operantly this system can also be used to start up a school with with a bunch of your friends, in the middle of one of the cities that has the lowest number of student that actually give a shit, with fancy ideas of making it just as good if not better than those school in cities where all that the people know and think and do is school.

The way I see it, is let thugs be thugs and let thug wannabes be the bitches that end up working at BK or DD or McD for 20 years. I am not saying that working at those places is bad or degrading. No NO NO not at all. IF ITS A SUMMER JOB. Or for during the school years or something.

Now you get these people that feel like this is not true and they want to make a difference and change all that. By proving that it has nothing to do with your background, where you live, or religion, or any of those things. I agree with that. Except that it only has to do with “WANT”. If you want to do something you do it and you do it to it’s fullest. Yes these people think that even “want” is of no difference. Yet these people get together and make social connections with just the rite people and come up with some bullshit plans that have numbers and and fun looking descriptions of what it will look like. Then submit it and the people that are reviewing these plans know where the plans come from and so they don’t actually think much about it. Why? Well because the person or persons that wrote the plane had already mad friends with the guy on top.

It’s kind of like kissing ass, with ought the ass kissing. This is advance ass kissing.

Now Back to the plan. The plan was to make a school that gave students the same resources that the higher end student get and then expect it to work. Oh what about the funding? Well the school will still get the same funding as the average school except that now they will introduce dumb enough companies that are willing to donate or fund. This is done with deception. They rite a letter telling them of the plan with ought actually focusing (or mentioning it, if possible) to whom.

The actual school will be ran similar to any other school. Kids come in and attend their classes. But you ad a twist. Lets give all of these thugis a one thousand dollar piece of equipment known as a laptop so that they can do their work and learn about that awesome world around them. This has got to be the biggest waist of time and money ever conceived.

Now the thing is that this would not bother me if it was not for the fact that they now claim to be a tech school just because they have laptops for each student. As noble as this is it is also a tragedy when you see a bunch of kids not even understand how these things work. Half of them no correction more than half don’t even know how to fucking type a letter. I am not being fair about this am I? Well when you take into consideration that these kids are in fucking high school. Hells yea I am being fair. Well you get the point of that.

Computers are an awesome toll to have but they are also one of the best distractions. The internet was mad for research and bossiness and education and all that good stuff. It was also made for dumb asses. The internet is awesome for people that don’t know hot to do anything because the internet can do it for them. Well not exactly but if u have read all the way up to this point i an guessing that you do.

Then there is another problem. For a so called “tech school” these people are so disorganized. The schedules of these kids being corrected all the way up to the second marking period to me thats just way too much time for bullshitting about schedules when your in high school. All u have is 4 fucking classes and 1 or 2 other classes like art, second language or some stupid other thing that you don’t need but is there to help make you a well rounded person. What bull shit.

Another problem that I find to be the toper for me is the fact that there is not one computer club or science club, fuck there are no clubs at all. There are no programing classes. One teacher tried to start one but that was an epic fail. The class only meet like once or twice a week and at the end of the year the teacher moved away. Ok I admit I was in the class and I did fuck things up when I got suspended for what was later called “illegal use of system network”. Thats rite I was suspended for being smart and not having anything to do during class time. I basically sent a forced message to all the computer in the school’s network that read what was considered a threatening message, but thats for another post. There is this one class called “IT essentials” that starts you off on computers work. Things like: thats a hard drive, thats a CD drive, thats a floppy, thats the mother board. Stuff like that, But no one listens in that glass and you only get it once in the 4 years that your in the school. There are no classes with in the school that actually pertain to the tech field. All there is, is this little group of kids that hand around the school’s computer/network administrator and shot the breeze.

Thats another thing the guy that is in charge of taking care of laptops has no say in how things are ran and hes probably the only sane person in this that can say if something is just not going to work. Hes one person and there are like 300 students. The guy ends up backed up with broken computers and network problems. There where 2 last year and the year before that only one. The guy before that I have no clue if he quit or if they kicked his ass out for doing the same shit I did (illegal use of system network). Now I don’t mean to discredit the guy that is there now but inhere hes unexperienced or he just cant handle the load but he seems to me like hes always on edge.

one last thing and that is that the school was situated in an old building that was another school and has now been converted into 3 schools one per floor. The school that was once there was dismantled due to how crappy it was not because of the teachers (or maybe it was also them) but because of how violent the students where. Now because the building is so fucking old it is hard to update. So that means that the school’s network id not only theoretically crappy but it is also physically crappy. I mean crap. It still do work but if it is to go down it takes a bitching long time to repair.

There are much more fuck ups in the system that i can go on for some time but that would only piss me off more. I am not saying that the people that though about this where up to no good and just to find some way to make cash. Even though i do think it. I am simply saying that these people seem to have missed the meeting on how the school system should work.

The system is a filtering proses. It filters out hose that want and give a sit from those that don’t. I am not saying that those that don’t wont get an education. I am just saying that the system will group them accordingly. Fuck heads with fuck heads and achievers with achievers, those that realize what it is they want later can then be brought over to the achievers. There is one more group. The speds. I am not trying to be a dick or a jerk its just the honest truth. Its not their fault that they cant function correctly so they have to put in a special place.

This system has been in play for a long time ans still is. It’s just that there are people that are trying to disrupt this. Yes there is good reason for it. The economy and growing population is just way too much for there to not be more educated people. The only flaw that I see in that is the fact that it still takes more uneducated people to maintain those that are. Funny how that is but its true. In an extrema way to put it is, if every one was highly educated then who the fuck will clean the streets or maintain sanitation in bathrooms where the educated people design stuff? The only way that it would work is if we hurry the fuck up and make robots than can do it with ought much instruction.

Anyway I am hungry now, and a feel a bit calmer so i am going to stop. I might do more but not now. So till my next snap.